I don’t know what’s up with Peej this morning. She woke up damn early today while I’m in bed bernyaman sleeping. *yawn. I slept around I have no idea but for sure we had fight sekejap the whole night until this morning err I guess? I miss kelahi, so bad pfft. The dad’s off to work awal-err than usual so yea Mummy dropped us to Stadium tah saja leaving us swimming. Fortunately, it’s raining heavily outside and yes I’m swimming berhujan (Y) Goodies! Fever and sick, again. Was planned mahu off to Parsh’s saja but then she replied me late, I ended up with meminggir at Eef’s *giggles. I had fun with Eef seharian since we didn’t stop lol-ing with one fucking word. “LEOPARD” okay sekadar much ay? My pronunciation was toadally salah HAHAHAHAHA I mean, panjang HAHAnya. Satisfy yet, Missy? -.-‘’

Eefs feed me the whole day *tummy’s rubbing. I went online memanjang sama Mirrulnya and talked about my favorite Mallibu’s Barbie doll, Ayai *hyper. I just can’t wait to see her lagi, err for the second time for exactly. We’re going out, soon to be. Mahu off with ice-creams and treat this kid kegemaran of mine \m/ Gosh I am so frigggin ngaleh! I cramped my left foot tadi in the pool and was macam, “omg I’m going to die, belum kahwin yet sandi ni” Weird enough pfft. I’m off to Parsh’s tomorrow kali since ia sudah merindui baby Qeen krrks! Oh yea, December, I beg you. Please be polite to me. I suffer enough sudah with this before before haha whatev. Off, Earthlings.

Palat, matanya hazel macam mummynya okay? I’m off to msn sekejap lagi, mahu menikus sekejap. Mwa banyak! *head pats

I thought the dad masih marah to us since that terrible night but then he gave us money-honey *giggles. Peej slept over in my beddy last night. Over sudah her kusut sampai mahu tidur sama kakanya -.-‘’ We got woke up around 10am, I know awal. The parents are gone since this morning and the boyfriend leaved messages and phone calls. I’m sorry, belum bangun tadi ;((( we went online tah saja until he arrived di Miri. I missed you ;’’’’’’’’’’’’(

Went to Huaho Manggis survey lens for the camera laaaah and berDairy Queen sama Peej and Zeel. Shopping melayan the dad and then lunch at the Kuliq’s restaurant di Serusop. Peej tertinggal her phone di Serusop oh how lovely *big laugh. So yes let her tah saja memikir haha. I decide with the dad sudah I’m going to mtssr next year and he’s like, nodding tah saja krrks.

Meet kaka Tiah tadi and I bought new watch whoooooooooooooots. Majal-err *giggles. Sulk benar ay today. I text Meze mahu bawa for a swim, Padd was green light sudah but then Mezenya can’t make it so esoktah saja ;sss

“Amirrul Azrin untuk Nurashikin” my favourite phrase from him.

Tssk tssk! I missed you_________________________________________

Balik wah balik wah balik wah balikkkkk!! BALIK WAAAAAAAH

My weekend was macam pantiliner, bum-err banyak.

Got awoke around 11am and had breakfast but ended up with tummy ache for the whole day. I’m missing the boyfriend so much so bad so effinly badly. The sugar daddy keeps on moody. What the feck man? So yea got no money-honey plus got no where to head minus I’m unwell equals to stay at home with movies and being blue-ish. Mummy brought us to the Muara Beach since she’s sulked pasal the dad moodswing *giggles. We went there around 5-ish and met some friends. Thanks for the puff, Tipsy *nail bite. The boyfriend called me ngam on the beach and Ayai too! I told her I’m going to treat her ice-creams on the 4^th December. Which is inda lama lagi *jumpjump. Blrrrrp! I want to go for a swim, desperately whooooooots.

I’m off t(‘’,t)

I hate this part;

I woke up early and got none to do. Mummy bought us nasi katoks saja for breakfast. Me and Zeel saja at home. Mummy berbaik sudah sama bibi Idah which made me pissed. Got none to do this morning and I know it, for the whole day? Peej will surely kena bomb sooner or later for not going home last night. I didn’t active lagi facebook. I don’t know what happen to me but I’m currently listening to Kangan Band’s song especially Tentang aku kau dan dia. Wtfudge Q? I’m craving for French fries with mayonnaise sama scramble eggs si Eef ;’((( Eef, please come home soon. I’ll be gone on December so yes mahu rush come by to your place soon. I’ve been sleeping all day long today. I’m thinking what am I going to do about my bedroom’s wall pfft. mahu paint it red or orange or dark purple grr. My bedroom’s curtains too! Hellyea, I’m fuckingly bored sudah tengok this bedroom. Too much shitty, no offence. I’m toadally not in the mood now, due to lack of words sudah.

I had red rubies for dinner & out

P.S: B, please come home soon ;’’’’( I just can’t wait for 4^th December. I know, I shouldn’t have let you go there on the first place but yet I had to. Since everything’s too late sudah, I’ll sediakan saja a casket for you to hide beneath my bed and please don’t breathe a word if the police ask why I hide you there. Its love baby, I love you_____________-.-‘’

Yes it’s Friday and trouble happens, no. make it Triple trouble

I woke up kind of late today since I’m exhausted much and Peej sama Farra woke me up mahu bawa out. We’re out, toadally. Around 2pm, we went to Mentiri picked Palat of mine. We arrived at Gadong around 3-ish and met some friends there. I admit crowds and some people did tegur unfortunately I didn’t recognize them pfft. Such a long day and troubles, for sure. Went home around 2am ;s Brain washed, for sure \m/ I don’t want to write it off here actually.

· I’m toadally hungry the whole day

· Pokai benar nowadays eventah pay-day -.-‘’

· I want to watch movie!!!!!!

· Roadblocks *big sigh

· Farra, speechless ku okay?

· The phone’s battery went dead

· Mirrul went home early ;((( Inda sempat bawa Ayai jalan

Around 11-ish Ayai called me and yes I’m craving for herrrr! She sounds, extremely cute. She kept on saying, “Kaka Alai macamani \m/’’ ((((((((: Mirrul promised me that we’re going out sama her on the 4^th Decemberomance and yes let’s just hope for it. I missed you already, Heart rob ;((( Go home soon, 4^th December it is. I wear his jersey all night long. I wear his watch and it’s the only one yang lurus memberitahu pukul berapa. I even listen to our clip when he proposed me and repeating until I got woke up in the morning. I read his messages before we’re officially and it’s friggin cute ;’’’’’’’’’’((( and our picture in my wallet. Too much photographs too much paragraphs to write on. I missed, you__________________________________

Wake up call krrks! “You, bangun wah”

So yea I rushed to the bath room and the dad kept on interviewing me huba-huba-huba. I had green tea saja for breakfast and I didn’t have enough sleep since I’m unwell. I woke around 3am last night and the tummy goes tornado the whole night !@#$%^&*()_+ I’m wearing white tee, as usual, our favorite. I fell asleep in the car the whole journey from Muara to Kota Batu. Pfft selalu tu pick me pagi buta!!! ;((( I asked you to call me a hour before culik me jua, You? bodo benar ih Palat tah lagi. *middle-finger. So yea we’d been waiting for Dini and Udin di bawah Bukit Subok. I’d never thought the bukit was that HIGH. I mean Shahbandar’s more siok than this. Serioushooz, I felt half alive since I walked until the second tangga and then yes I’d got bullet strucked for awhile. I puke I faint I nausea I sick I cramp and I’m terribly dead sekejap. Mirrul got panicked and I threw my head right on his shoulder_________Guess whutttt? I acted pengsan! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA and he’s like, “You jangan mainmain wah, ui *bigsigh. You bangun wah!” Okay that’s funny and I won’t do it lagi for sure *finger-cross. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA big laugh______________________

He gave an head massage sekejap and he kept on saying, “Lady Gaga rugged Lady Gaga inda sakit Lady Gaga kuat Nurashikin tabah” ((((((((((((((((((((((: I smiled, widely-hideously-wide! I felt so much better, more than better more than oookay (Y) we’re off to Kampong tah saja and nenek made cucur pisang the most favorite of mine for us. I know I’m being very rakus today, coarsely. We’d talk about our plan for next year and I decide to go MTSSRtah saja since I lack in brain energy. And I think: Feck it! Who cares? I love it, being with him was like swimming in a pool full of diamonds and rubies. I feel homie every time he’s right beside me. Obsess much? I know *eyes-roll. Well, I’m making my bloody mind up nowadays. I don’t do out until late night, I don’t do sleepovers, I spent my money honey on barang mustahak (Dad used to advice me this on and on and on) Socializing-less. More to say, my life’s mooore healthy than before and that’s what my Mummy said krrks *giggles. Will fully booked for coming Decemberomance. Another sighs for the tiredness for sure, have so many events to whore on. I’m off, Halogen bulbs & Little sheepish

I take a deep breath and dive towards the surface

I’m coming up from under

Finally, I’ve found my clever vanilla Amirul Azrin♥

I woke up early today since I went to bed awal last night. I’m bored to bone since this morning. Mirrul palatnya akhir sedar from coma iatah meminggir in bed tah saja dari tadi. I went to the kedai pagi buta tadi with Peej, bought recharge card and ice-creams. Until now, I haven’t bath yet *kapit hidung. Mummy and Daddy went out since morning and didn’t know they pergi kemana. Dad leave me message pulang “Kaka jangan jalan jalan” err okay? !@#$%^&*()_+

Werid enough. I’m watching 90210 and E news with Peej dari tadi since lamalama menunggu him bangun pfft. I’m going to stay at home for today. I told Dad sudah I’m going to hike di Bandar tomorrow morning krrks. Eef is going off to Sabah esok pfft why so soon kan Fee? ;((( Four days lagitu!!!! I’m going to miss invite-chat with you and it will be terribly boring without you in our conversation. I remember semalam, mahu buli si A but yea inda menjadi since she found out sudah awal-err HAHAHAHA enough said, Mummy’s home just now and yelled pasal the laundries tumbang depan garage pfft. YEAY! Mirrul’s up. Pagi baby love (((: A noon for you but it’s a morning for both of us. Will update lagi sooner or later, I’m off with dvds.

Mirrul palat: Yoooh seorang saja di rumah kah?

Qeen harum: Awu yoooh *giggles

Mirrul palat: Kenapa seorang saja yoooh?

Qeen harum: Them jalan yoooh

Mirrul palat: Kenapa inda ikut yoooh?

Qeen harum: Malas wah yoooh

Mirrul palat: Apakan ni yoooh yoooh ani

Qeen harum: How are you today, Sayang? haha

I’m addicted listening to Owl City’s anyway

I’d like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns slowly

It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay

Awake when I’m asleep

Cause everything is never as it seems

Leave my door open just a crack,

You knew it already, my door’s unlock for you

& always be (((‘:

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Update update <3

So yea I’ve been sitting all along in the living room for the whole day and I’m friggin enjoy the pain of boredamnation, I mean fully and toadally !@#$%^&*()_+ Mummy’s away and Daddy’s off to work until midnight. Superbly shiz puffy. Peej with her msn while i’m and Zeel spending our time with dvds and ice-creams. Thanks a lot; I bought a huge bottle of green tea this afternoon and nasi katoks. I’m suffering a tummy ache since pagi sudah ;((( and a major head ache, for sure. I’m craving for his arms lagi and lagi and lagi and lagi. He’s my only medicine and my morphine when the time I can’t go to bed. I admit he talks straight forward. Non-sweet talk but yet he does all the things that can make me love him more and more each second. As what I’ve wish, talk less action more (Y) It’s the new dawn for my every single morning. He just knew how to start my day wonderfully-extremely-joyously-happy HAHA satisfy enough baby? He transformed me from a non-vege into an expert-veges HAHAHA enough said, is it too soon to say perfect?

My life would be purposeless without you. Let me feed you. You’re all I want in a man, I put my life in your hand. You inspire me to be better. I promise you I’ll keep myself up. I keep my figure right. To give you is my joy; anything you want let me cater to you. My strength my will, thorugh the good the bad the ups and the downs. I love the way you’re, fulfill your every desire, your wish is my command. Your heart so pure you love shines through. The darkness we’ll get through, so much of me is you. Anything for you my man _____________Guess? Yea cater 2 u by Destiny’s child. I felt soft inside self when I listen to this song and yet, it made me cry oftenly. I know, emo much ;’((( Even an Yiruma’s melodies could make me cry, silent screaming it is. The only thing that can make me sleep very well, my lullaby. I guess histories can’t be erase but yes lesson’s learned. Now or never, I’ll always pick never so that I can avoid the term of ‘hurt’ (((: I think I’m sick! My body’s temperature macam makin warm. Head ache, coughs, fever and tummy ache equals to DEMAM. How on pearl am I going to make it tomorrow morning pfft! I’m going to hike esok and get kidnap by him, my love curry-face ♥

Currently I am listening to How to deal by Frankie J krrks!

When we started I know this relationship was unhealthy

You broke the code, never thought that you’d stoop so low

My heart is sold,

Shouldn’t have ever let me go

Off to msn, heart robs <3

In the ayer ayer majer player______________!@#$%^&*()_+

Aku untuk Mirrul palat!

Hello apes and whales.

One word, ihadsuperblyfuntoday (((((:

A wake up call, again its My Rainbow Vein ♥

God it’s 8 in the morning and I forced my cow ass to get up, I did. I rushed to the bath room and the parents having their breakfast without realizing I’m up sudah. Daddy gave me 5 bucks oh puh-lease! My day was started terribly disaster. Why oh why?

x No hair done, four seconds in the rain makes it all bulk and frizz up .

x I didn’t ironed my tee and I got it from my laundry, haven’t bersasah yet;s .

x I wore my bathroom’s flippies but still, rugged masih (Y) .

x I’m almost life threateningly lazy---------- I’m not outdoorsy .

x Eye bags, ketara much !@#$%^&*()_+ .

A little background is necessary, I think…

“Menguap tah saja keraja atu!” the first greeting he’d said to me -.-‘’

I was like, liposuction sitting alone on the back seat while he and his Busu clowning around.

We arrived at Kg Ayer around 9-ish and I didn’t know the tambang to go there $0.50cents saja. I pretend that everything would b alright, since I’m an sea-sick so yea ;s Damn, sayur nenek masak for us was toadally delicioushiz!!! I whore the camera until it vomit zillion of great photographs. I took some random pictures, instead of self-snap *giggles. I went home around 6pm. BIG YAWN! Thursday, will off there lagi sekali. Okay I admit, Kg Ayer was ungsome! Sakai ay haha. Anyhowdie, I had sooo much fun fun fun the very fun extremely fun krrks.

A new perspective on life,

In which negatives can be turned into positives

I found the definition of comfort

P.S: Balikkan soon the Paranormal Activities’s dvd yes Love? Nisababy, post tia waaah! mwa

I let the sun beat down on me while I wrestled with a philosophical conundrum

Can angels get sun burnt?

After a while the worry became compelling,

So he offered a forehead’s kissed, I survived

Me for Amirrul Azrin <3